I need to stop letting myself get so worked up over things I can't control, or things that I'm trying to eject from my life. Unfortunately, tonight is not one of the nights were I am able to exercise that initiative.
One of these days I'm going to find my inspiration again. I'm going to break through this steel box I've locked myself away in, and breathe freely. Until then, I'm scratching at the walls and convincing myself I'll never make my way out.